Betwixt

Between the notes the music plays

Between the hymns the angels pray

Between the words my heart breaks

Between the tears my body aches

Between the waves the giant swell

Between the days a silent hell

Between the sheets my body shakes

Between the breaths my spirit quakes

Between the stars the great divide

Between the falls the sting of pride

Between the spells the magic powers

Between the kiss the longest hours

Between the truth the powerful doubt

Between the knots the lines laid out

Between the love the saddest heart

Between the loss the brand new start

Between here and there a sacred place

Between folded hands the state of Grace

Thanksgiving Poetry: Turkey, Spanx and Gin

Oh Dear Lord, it’s that time of year
When we’re forced to unite with family dear
They converge upon us one and all
Some whose faces you can’t recall

The kids are scrubbed, waxed and shined
The table is set, the turkey brined
There he stands, your husband bare
“Is this really what I have to wear?”

“YES!” you scream “Now go put it on,
the guests will be here before too long!”
“OK” he skulks, “I hate this dumb vest!”
You hear the knock of the very first guest

“You’re full bare-ass naked and they’re at the door,
Stop wagging your weenie and saying, ‘Go Thor!’
I’m wielding a cleaver with a mind of its own
And Thor might find his two ball buddies gone!”

Why are they here, it’s not even two?
They’re still a million things I have to do
Husband reenters dressed like a freak
You scream “NOT what I chose, NO SEX FOR A WEEK!”

You open the door, endure your first hug
Oh, goody, the dog’s pooped on the rug
The indoor cat has been launched outside
I don’t even care, go find your own pride

People now begin to start pouring in
(Where’d I put that bottle of gin?)
Arrive two hours early? Gee, that’s swell
“Please do come in…” (then go straight to Hell)

The house is full, the food is not ready
Another shot down just to keep myself steady
“How are you, dear, you look so tired!”
“Thanks!” (that cream in your coffee, yeah, it’s expired)

“No, I’m fine, just still lots to do…
I do love that dress!” (now buzz off you shrew)
Finally it’s time to all sit and eat
Only 7 more hours til I get to sleep

Politics, religion, why yes, do go on
Eyes to my husband (you’re mom’s Satan’s spawn)
“Hon, we need some more wine!” please fill my bucket
Before I tell your mother to suck it

I’ve had enough? I should slow down?
Where’s that cleaver, I know it’s around
Time for dessert, I’ll go fetch the pies
Wow, Spanx: I feel nothing above both my thighs!

Oh look dear the cat is outside in a panic
By the size of his eyes I’d say he’s quite manic
He may have smoked a bit of pure meth
Next person he sees will be meeting their death

Oh, look, hon, your mom, she’s taking a ‘nap’
Let me put this dear feline in her vacant lap
“No don’t you dare, she’ll never get through it!”
Guess what, don’t care, I’m going to do it!

The guests are all drunk and they’re not staying here
Call Santa, that douche bag, and get his ass here
Tell him to bring his sleigh and some gin
And make room in the coal bag for your mom to get in

I’ve had it, I’m done, that’s it, no more!
I’m now more exhausted than a three-penny whore
My Spanx are now lodged in places unknown
No dear, they’re not in my erogenous zone!

And no, you can’t help ‘get me out of this shirt
Move your hand from my tits before you get hurt!
Oh gawd, there’s you mom and the cat’s clutching tight
At this point we’re all hoping for an epic cat fight

And what to my wandering eyes should appear
Oh look, how cute, each kid has a beer!
This night is so crazy, I’m now at the point
Screw pumpkin pie, I’m lighting this joint

Thanksgiving is over, another one done
But Christmas is coming, let’s pack and run
The kids, and the cat and the dog will be fine
Just grab me my Xanax and that large vat of wine

Goodbye everyone, we may never appear
If you don’t see us by Christmas good luck and good cheer
All we can say is we owe you much thanks
“C’mon Thor, I need you to dislodge my Spanx!”

Lo!  The holidays are here, there is no way out
Remember: After 3 days they’re all rotten trout
So now I will leave you with words you can preach:

Keep your gin and your Spanx somewhere you can reach!

Acquiescence

Be gone
Purged
Forever departed
Vanquished
from me now

O love
This freight train crash
a cosmic calamity
of impossibilities

I swirl inside
a black hole
Implode
Again

Exhaustive scenarios
envelop me
Linger
as fragrant
whispers
of lilac blossoms

And the splendid
Heavenly
stardust of you
Settles on me
Adhering

Illuminating
As a firefly’s
shimmering beacon

Blinking
Incessantly
Relentlessly
I remain consumed

Twinkling in the celestial chasm
of you
I’m forever
an enraptured hostage

Trapped

Perpetually and recklessly
Spinning
in the orbit of you

Waiting for my chance
To once again
attempt re-entry

ADIEU

Floating by your eyes on a rainy summer’s breeze
Candy-coated incense, retro melodies
Tambourine shimmy, velvet slide guitar
Open doors, hardwood floors, funky table bar

Poppin’ on the bongos, Credence in the air
Red wine and salty crackers, a suburbia Times Square
Fingers strumming love songs, the moon shines double-time
Lyrics winding through the halls like tumbling Jasmine vine

Cheese and grapes on paper plates, watermelon squares
Beer bottles long abandoned, laughter climbs the stairs
Bodies swaying to the groove of memories awakened
Mistress Magic offers spells just begging to be taken

Floating by your eyes on a rainy summer’s breeze
Sailing through your rhapsody on a circus tent trapeze
Musicians play their love songs, the sky still midnight blue
I leave you with a lover’s kiss and bid this breeze adieu Continue reading

My Dragon, My Darkness and Me

Weren’t you just here yesterday?
How quickly the memory has faded away
A lightning bolt shot straight through my heart
A spectacular flash and now there’s just dark

Was it real or just a wide-awake slumber?
Did you have to call me out from the rock I was under?
It was cozy and warm I had all I could need
My scars were all healed and now they all bleed

It was fun, I admit, I had forgotten the sun
And I answered your call when I knew I should run
It only took seconds before you were my muse
I let go for a moment and misread the cues

But the sun it will set and night’s veil will fall
And in darkness is comfort it’s where my demons call
They beckon like lovers that are far and away
Wishing their flesh spoke the words they would say

Pity me not, I embrace every shadow
I dance in that space where hot embers glow
Moonlight bathes me in cool breathless beams
It’s where I concoct the words from my dreams

So next time you beckon I may not come play
I’ll be off with Puff sailing far, far away
Honah Lee was a drag and cramping his style
And Little Jackie a selfish and quite bratty child

So I told Puff to stop crying those green scales of rain
Hold my hand, take a leap, and leave that Isle of Pain
Neither of us will be home if you happen to knock
We’ll be living together in our swank carved out rock

I’m just sure you were real I can still feel you near
I thought I might save you from your self-imposed fear
But alas, you live in a world of decrees
With no room for my dragon, my darkness or me

You’ll think of me fondly and miss me I know
But we had our moment and basked in its glow
I must away, it’s beginning to hail
I’m catching a flight on Puff’s magic tail